You foolish brave boy... You silly hypocritical girl...
The world is full of those who screw things up. A world full of misunderstanding. What does it mean? My greatest fear is that I become like the people I despise. Doing the things I hate. Whats the use of being honest if you're honestly wrong? Whats the point of being open and accountable if you just don't see the mistakes you've made? Turning a deaf ear to people who advise. Its just pointless don't you see? What are you waiting for anyway?

And then it rears its head and bites me back. Always always biting back.

Daryl, you focus on improving yourself... You look at the mirror before anywhere else.

But it cuts to the bone... The fact that I struggle so hard every single day... To keep from doing wrong and there they are living it out freely thinking that they are right!!

You burn this pride right now. What are you doing this for? Who are you doing this for? For yourself? For your glory? Don't you think I can see what you are doing? Don't you think I know that sometimes you think you're better than all of them? Don't you know I can see your heart? Your intentions? You stop pointing fingers right now and focus. You have work to do, people to pray for.

Ok... I hear and I will obey.